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I have to come up with 80k before March of 2013.

OKAY READYYYYYYYYYYYYY


GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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  It's safe to say, as a writer, I am obsessed with sharing the poor(hungry, starving for more than just food) with the world
　

      

During the battle, Clara's laughter can be heard, which morphs into crying.

I lied. I'm still writing it.

It's just.

It's so nice to have a main character who's got xray vision and an xray heart. I don't have to hide anything for the sake of plot/fantasy/worldbuilding. This is our world.

I've never had a book tell me straight up, this early, that it's going to be tragic. I don't want to keep writing it, because I know it'll end in so many feelings

I won't be able to catch them all when they fall

Why is it so sad.

Like sugar and lead.

I don't know why.





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I'm tired of that book

I stopped

I'm probably gonna fail with FMN, even with the slaughter of requests
I guess I don't spend enough time on projects or something
polishing
Four months is a lot of polish!
Spending YEARS on one thing doesn't make sense
I tried my best
(what am I doing wrong?)

I'm tired of crying

take it away, cap'n

intro まで bass/心を見えるぞ

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GIRL PLEASE

radio silence.

It's like this weird time where there's ACTION, and people REQUEST THINGS, and then there are long periods of mind numbing NOTHING.

So I'm writing a book about the daughter of a conman pretending to be a kidnapped child of a rich woman just to steal a painting

it's all very complicated

more importantly

I MADE A BLONDE LOVE INTEREST THE WORLD IS FUCKING ENDINGGGGGGGGGGG

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I HAVE A tiny naggling QUITE OVERWHELMING FEELING THIS WILL NOT BE A HAPPY BOOK

ask your doctor before use if you have NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWORDSSSSSSSSSSS

1. I am reading this thing




















vic is parker and parker is vic it is like two halves of a whole, courtney summers marry me we will make bitter books together full of bitter and angst

2. COLIN FIRTH STOP GETTING OLD

3. If I'm lucky I'll die writing, if I'm unlucky I'll die of some crippling illness

4. I don't want to die of a blood clot either, so I'm taking shorter shifts at work because sitting for literally nine hours is killing me goodbye money, goodbye

5. MY BOOK IS OUT IN QUERYLAND

6. See above

7. When I realize number 5 is real : ಥ_ಥ

7.5. When I realize I'll be eating tuna and rice//no ice cream/no extravagent experimental baking because of number 4 : ಥ_ಥ

8. My book has been on out on query for a week and five agents asked for the full, two of them with nice little notes that they were 'cheating' and putting it on the top of their pile this weekend because it sounded so interesting

9. When I check my inbox to make sure number 8 is actually real :