DAY SEVEN


FIND A BOOK COVER OF A REALLY DUMB SOUNDING BOOK


SHADUS WHY ARE YOU ON A BOOK COVER THAT'S NOT MINE


PUT YOUR RED CONTACTS BACK IN. BAD BOY. YOU'RE GROUNDED.



also megalulz at the uninspired king quote. poor guy. making him comment on YA.

DAY SIX POINT FIVE


Spirits momentarily uplifted by passing 4pp video.

Continued on with renewed vigor after developing abdominal muscles.

DAY SIX

Morale running low. The empty inbox of doom is mocking me with its void silence.

Six hour workdays aren't enough to keep my mind off it. I haven't dreaded a three day weekend in my life, this is the first time.

Four hours of uninterrupted sleep is a miracle. I'm the type of person who needs ten-ish.
Also, nightmares that make my arm hairs raise. Waking up randomly.
My stomach is constantly roiling like I haven't eaten.

Mistress Crabby.


If I make it to Monday, I'll be okay.

I've waited three years, I can wait another week.

DAY THREE

Casualties

- 2 bottles of wine
- 1/2 bottle of rum (FINE 1/3 I WENT TO GO CHECK THE BOTTLE BUT IT FELT LIKE 1/2)
- 1 standard box of all-purpose tissue
- 2 3/4 seasons of Parks and Recreation
- Boss' in-office emergency bottle of Dayquil
- Refresh button of 3GS iPhone


never in my life has one week gone by so slowly.

whattt the hell is this new blogger format
whatttt


Guys I'm so nervous I just can't even

I'm sending it back soon like two days soon, maybe tomorrow soon

I am on fire, not in the good way, in the scary just woke up from a nightmare way
I've been at this place once before, and I've fucked it up once before. I could easily do it again.
I don't want to, though.

I'll do my best!!!

you'll all know when I fail or succeed, I promise
everyone in my neighborhood will know as well

here have a classic;

let you go

never sleeping again!



I want to write my Skins meets HP Lovecraft/Neon Genesis book so badly but I have to finish revisions first. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF


(Bloodlight crosses in the air)


So, like The World that does not bow, we've got some CONCEPTS to MASH TOGETHER






So first up, we have some party fuckers. They party. They're kids who do lots of sweary bad things but are all their own person. Persons. A group of people who don't like groups and have grouped together because of that. You get it. I'm playing around with the idea of having their own chapters (sometimes that is a horrible idea, others I think it would work)

Part of me wants to do Adaptable Bio-Electromagentic Lifeforms. (ABEL, GET IT). SCP-like organizations. Electronic suits, not really giant, more like maybe just ten feet tall. Twenty-two military prototypes with a catch - they can only be piloted by pilots with certain DNA sequences. Of course they will all mostly be young. OF COURSE.

Of course the prototypes are named after the Tarot cards and OF COURSE the main character will be The Death.

The point will be to track down other pilots/train in a super-seekrit compound in Nevada.

The main character can see death numbers because her ABEL is trying to reach her from afar/the scientists don't know just how sentient the ABELs are because they used some untested/super sekrit alien tech to make them, etc. Or maybe I'll take out her seeing death numbers, who knows. I like the possibility the ABEL is mergin' with her scary closely but it might be too fantasy/powerful.

And then the kids find out they are the literal BATTERIES for the ABELs. Like, it drains them and uses them as an energy source. And they haven't been the first pilots. So some of the kids split but take the ABELs with them, and modify them and start calling them CAINs.

some lame shit like that. I just wanna write fantasy again mannnn.

in between the frenzy

so I'm writing and watching netflix right
because I can multitask bitches

GOTH is officially my favorite japanese movie starting now.

I am a weeabo.

It had me guessing till the end and the non-romance romance is fantastic even though they're like pre-pubescent

It's about two kids obsessed with death, and a serial killer is in their town and they love him
the boy is obsessed with standing in the place the killer did
the girl is obsessed with standing in the place the victim did

I just

I am at a loss for words at how weirdly awesome this was
I don't think I quite understand what I saw just yet