SO I WAS GONNA TAKE A SHOWER BUT THEN I ENDED UP WRITING THIS?

that love's gon getcha

no

outsmarting the booze

I AM SHITTING MY PANTS I AM SHITTING MY PANTS


I AM SHITTING MY PANTS


GUYS


THIS IS THE BIG LEAGUES NOW


short version; I sent out like 7 test queries to big league names (lol twilight's agent) AND THREE OF THEM SAID YES PLZ SEND MANUSCRIPT. WITHIN A WEEK. Plus I sent back that revision of drug contemp and agent sounded enthusiastic.


I am shitting my fucking pants and not sleeping well AT ALL but I am loving every single second of this irrational probably-for-nothing TERROR.

I am sick of failing. I am sick of hiding because of failing. I am sick of lying about what I do and where I do it. I am sick of failing.


THE BLONDEGIRL/BLACK THING IS ME;

lunatic pandora

guys

I think I might have good news coming soon

I just can't say anything or I risk FUCKING IT ALL UP/jinxing it

I have to play my cards close to my chest all the time or I die

I have to play my cards right, period. Everything is in the right place right now. There is only one chance, here. One domino. If it misses, all the others don't even stutter and I want them to fall.

This is the only chance I have right now at this moment and me and the moment are bros




And now a vidyagame interlude


I'm making one

about fucked up things. There's no dialogue. Armed only with GIMP, Audacity, and RPGMaker VX, I'm making creepy ambient music and terribad cheerful 8bit music from scratch and sprites from scratch and maps from scratch and coding from scratch. BEHOLD.

HOHOHO I did these because I'm lame and yes that is an embryo plant and it's exploded counterpart the geisha/princess combo is for the rapzunel tower world where they lure men up and torture them. The white people are for cinderella world which will be a basic high school world but cinderella got teased and went nuts and killed everyone.
ME GUSTA.

ignore those bottom right sprites that look professional. I didn't do those but I'm not using them either. These two sheets minus the psycho geisha, heian princess, and the white people, are
the fucked up hansel/gretel forest world. the witch grows kids' body parts on plants to eat. the blonde girl
with a leaf growing out of her eye is gretel. hansel is a 'power' you get in the game. It lets you
spread breadcrumbs to lure animals/make a trail so you don't get lost.

IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, YES I'M STUPID.

Wide knowledge of the late madness

I CAN DO THIS ALL DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY



work work sleep sleep write write try to do situpsssssssssss (I can do a hundred a day now!!!)

Y SO PATHETIC

I have nothing smart or poignant left for you ravenous hordes.


So I don't really like vocaloids but this



THAT'S OKAY I DIDN'T NEED TO SLEEP ANYWAY

the faint eating sounds after the chainsaw sounds get me every time