perforation

EDIT:

It's weird because now I have to take my writing off because the internet records things you know and if the writing goes anywhere pub wise then this blog'll be REVEALED and I cannot AFFORD that

because ugh facebook ugh twitter ugh people everywhere it is hard to be a human not an author not a label not a genre not an investment

who am I kidding I love it

sleeping is hard because nightmares

I know horror

I've seen the end of my life many times over in technicolor detail and in dozens of different scents and time scales slow motion fast motion superspeed

I know terror

it happens every other month, just a week of nightmares and getting up at night

even my naps in the light have nightmares

I think

I think this'll happen probably for a long time

can I be saved by confessing

because I will never confess

because being saved is better reserved for someone who really needs it

I can save myself I have a good strong rope

I am my own best opponent

attack defense speed

I'm speed.

don't get too melodramatic now~
lack of sleepppppppppppp 

I'm gonna take some nyquil and probably wake up but also then play some utapri and get ren's route done whooooo

SO WHAT IF I FOUND IT FROM AN LP OF CORPSE PARTY OH MY HOLY KRISHNA

THE ELECTRONIC THINGS SOUND LIKE THEY'RE SAYING 'UH OH' IT'S SO CUTE AND DELIRIOUS